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Looking for a fasting/ana buddy!

feeds@yuku.com (maggie) — Sun, 08 Nov 2009 22:38:30 GMT

i'm maggie. but you can email me at hannahleigh.xx@live.com
i prefer texting thoughh. anybodyy? thankss everyone and stay strong.

how is everyone?

feeds@yuku.com (acaciatree) — Sun, 08 Nov 2009 06:46:26 GMT

Just wondering how everyone is doing? I notice the board goes through spurts of activity. I am doing okay. I gave up on recovery as I new I would... but my new regime of vitamins and supplements seems to be keeping me healthy. I guess that is enough to ask for right now. Today I am convinced to make it a good day... I made sure to wake up early so my boyfriend cant try to make me breakfast... yesterday he tried and i cried until he took the food away.... I felt bad but i couldnt help it. but...

Thinking of starting a website!

feeds@yuku.com (unperfect) — Tue, 03 Nov 2009 08:25:36 GMT

Hi all,

I have been sat here browind the net for ed sites and noticed there were none for "older" people (I mean over 21s) most are targeted towards the young.

I was thinking about starting a pro website for ed sufferes over 21!

Although it would be aimed pro it would be WITHOUT harmful tips ie how to purge ect, with loads of safe foods, include distractions to take your mind off your problem.

It would also have a forum but people can only...

is Hoodia good for weightloss?

feeds@yuku.com (unperfect) — Tue, 03 Nov 2009 06:46:52 GMT

Well I have just spent £109 on 3 months worth of hoodia!

I got caught up in the moment that it would make me thin! I was looking back over the forum and found it was a waste of time for a few, but doesnt say much about how good it is?

I plan to coffee fast on it! (black coffee no sugar).

Whats the results like? anyone

havent posted for a while

feeds@yuku.com (acaciatree) — Mon, 02 Nov 2009 10:17:33 GMT

so I havent posted for a little bit.... thought I would come back. I took a little break from pretty much life for a few days. I spent most of it curled up in a ball trying to decide where to go from here. I guess I figured out a better way to live.... I have been taking a lot of vitamins and I tried drinking ensure. It actually helped me feel a little better. I'm taking a bunch of supplements too.. like extra calcium and iron.... it seems to be helping... I was in the hospital for...

Sheepish wave New here

feeds@yuku.com (anatothebones) — Sat, 31 Oct 2009 03:11:44 GMT

Hey everyone. My name is Amy. I am 23 years old (soon to be 24) and I am the single mom of 2 kids. Annaliese, who will be 6 on January 31st and Andrew who will be 4 on April 13th. I am getting ready to start a pretty messy divorce to my 2nd husband (my first husband is dead from an OD). They are not in my custody right now unfortunately, but I will discuss that at a later time. I suffer from Anorexia, Bipolar, BPD, BDD, PTSD (I was raped when I was 19 and got pregnant with my son),...

Trying not to Binge and Purge today

feeds@yuku.com (sufferingtoolong) — Wed, 28 Oct 2009 11:28:50 GMT

I'm trying really hard not to give into it today, but this is the time I usually do it so I thought I'd write a post to help take my mind off of wanting to. How is everyone else today?

How are you Acaciatree?

feeds@yuku.com (sufferingtoolong) — Tue, 27 Oct 2009 11:55:49 GMT

You haven't posted in a few days - how are you doing? I'm pretty new here but I was following your posts and hope you are doing okay.

new here

feeds@yuku.com (anonymsed) — Tue, 27 Oct 2009 05:55:43 GMT

hi i'm new here so i thought i would introduce myself i'm f/20 and live in australia, i've been bulimic on and off for 4 years, i also binge and starve, i'm out of control at the moment. i'm just looking for support and i hope to support others. and i would really like someone to email for support or msg if in australia, my email is anonyms.ed@hotmail.com thanks, peace xxx

i dont think i can do this

feeds@yuku.com (acaciatree) — Fri, 23 Oct 2009 22:27:58 GMT

as you know I am trying to work towards recovery.... I lost control tonight... i spent three hours in the bathroom crying and throwing up until i threw up blood... I ran for 5 miles tonight.... All I can think about is that 1 pound I gained.. and I instantly saw fat rolls hanging off of me in the mirror. My mom confronted me tonight.. and asked me if i wanted to die.. i just shrugged and said i really dont know anymore.. she said fine.. she is giving up... it seems like everyone gives up on...

buddy

feeds@yuku.com (xxstiickthiinxx) — Fri, 23 Oct 2009 21:05:46 GMT

hey all so ive been ana/mia since i was 16 im now 19 n i would loke a buddy, im a bit of a goofball but still an undersataning person who gets a lil competitive but i usually find it just helps. if you wanna buddy or just wanna talk e-mail me swimfan821169@aol.com. ps i hate aim n wld rather e-mail or txt

What Did I Ever Do To Deserve This? Want and ED?? Read This first

feeds@yuku.com (Dying2Please) — Fri, 23 Oct 2009 19:52:28 GMT

I'm Angela. I'm 21. I'm 5ft 7, I'm 86lbs. I have no boyfriend. No friends. My sister no longer speaks to me as she says it is too painful to be in my world. My mum cries each night in her room as she sleeps, fearing for my safety. I want to tell her it's ok, I'll just eat...but I don't like to lie.
It all started for me very young, I grew very quickly as a child, I started my periods at 7 and had developed small breasts by the time I was 8. At 10 I was 5ft4...

Look for an ANA buddy!

feeds@yuku.com (Dying2Please) — Fri, 23 Oct 2009 19:01:43 GMT

Hello everyone!

My name is Angela and I live in the UK. I am currently looking for a buddy to help me when I feel particularly lonely with my ED. It's been too long and I feel I am doing this all alone. I am a 21 year old anorexic with bulimic tendencies very occassionally. I could really do with some support if anyone is interested in having an ED buddy? x

Insomnia

feeds@yuku.com (AnonymousOne) — Fri, 23 Oct 2009 13:40:45 GMT

Anyone know how to deal with it? From what I've understood, it's common with people who have ED's and I was wondering if anyone's actually found a way to either sleep or get through the day without being insanely tired...

EDA

feeds@yuku.com (sufferingtoolong) — Thu, 22 Oct 2009 18:23:34 GMT

Has anyone ever tried Eating Disorder's Anonymous?

feeling better... or as good as it gets

feeds@yuku.com (acaciatree) — Tue, 20 Oct 2009 13:03:12 GMT

I spent all day in bed.... shaking.... i managed to eat some crackers.... they made me feel better... I hope i get better...

feeling hopeless....

feeds@yuku.com (acaciatree) — Tue, 20 Oct 2009 05:59:13 GMT

I just threw up the breakfast I tried to eat.... I think the hospital may be my best bet soon.. i so did not want this... i told myself i would stay in control... every time i eat i get sick... i have started throwing up blood.... im scared... and in so much pain. my head hurts.... i cant even drink water... or stop shaking.... i have gone down so fast.... i dont understand why my body is having such a violent reaction.... or how i didnt even realize what kind of shape i was in... i just...

marshmallows

feeds@yuku.com (lelunolongershines) — Mon, 19 Oct 2009 16:30:10 GMT

hello beautiful darlings, thanks for reading this today i decided i needed to test myself. i thought for my younger brother and sister i would make them peanut butter cookies and hot chocolate. each scent, each smell nearly killed me only thing running through my mind 'must not eat, you are already fat. must NOT eat, you fat ugly *!!%@' i almost made it through. for finishing touch i thought the hot chocolate needed marshmallows. i reached into my pantry and something inside me made...

looking for a serious reason not to try laxitives

feeds@yuku.com (way2fat2tumble) — Sat, 17 Oct 2009 14:08:16 GMT

I've heard it all before, laxitives don't work and are addictive...don't use them. But if they make me weigh less and most importantly make me FEEL thinner, what's wrong with trying them or just using them once in a while? The way I see it, if I use them, i can flush out my system and I'll weigh less and them maybe, hopefully feel better about myself. but if there is possiblility of serious damage, I'd like to know. so any warnings?

working towards recovery

feeds@yuku.com (acaciatree) — Fri, 16 Oct 2009 21:35:40 GMT

So I have had many wake-up calls in my life... lately as I watch everything come undone I can trace it all back to the ED controlling my life... I am so tired.... that is the only word I have... not physically, but mentally. I thought I could handle myself.. I thought I could control it... I am back to the point of not being able to eat without throwing up.. I don't even try.. it just happens... it is like my body is rejecting food. I'm 5'5"... and I am not too thin... in my...